The journey

I have this bad habit of leaving my blog up in the air for months on end and coming back to it well not often enough.....I keep having this awful thought in my mind that sometime in the future I will seize to exist. This creates an awful fear in my mind and I cant seem to get away from it for a while. It usually happens while I am so alone and lost in my thoughts. May be the something amazing that was supposed to happen to me hasnt happened to me in my lifetime. I hate it when I have this feeling as I am constantly reminded that I am wasting my life not doing anything to be my best in my life.
Bye Y' all

Today I was randomly thinking to myself....


To live in someone else's mind is like being in this world even after you had gone. We all know that our time here is finite and we are all just waiting to die. But how about the people you meet along the way.... They might not be as important as a life partner but you tend to think about them as another human to whom you connected with in a deeper level and that never goes away. They tend to take a spot in your mind and the thought you might not ever see them again in your lifetime is sometimes unbearable. I would be interested to know if everybody feels this way about the people they get to know in life. Is there a massive difference between love and the affection that we feel for someone. I have met a couple of people like this in my life and I am going through the process of contemplating the fact that I might not see them forever in my life. Well I will be thinking about this for a longtime and I invite you to take that journey with me....

With Love Always,
Lost here in paradise...

me and myself

Hey all,
This is my first day in my virtual blog world. I am really excited in the concept of putting my words online for the whole world to see